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My Last Day is 11 Nov

At 2:48 PM on Sunday, November 20, 2005

Yup, as my title says, my last day is 11 nov. Finally everything is settled with everybody and i am slowly clearing my stuff.You must be wondering why is my notic eperiod so long? it is more than 2 months.. hahaha..i tendered on the 17th Sept, and i have already served one month already. ha.. i am doing this on the request of ny senior who is going for a trip in the first week on nov, and i helped her to tong when two of my collegeaues went on trips on the same 2 weeks! ahaha... nearly died that time. it was that time when management decided to have a taqlk with me, basically an exit interview. as the talk went on, they found out that i was open to options( Basically, i am still exploring my options),they decided to see if with comprehensive training, would i be motivated to stay on. they placed an operations executive to look through my orders with me and see how her techniques could help me.Even my managing director got wind of it and asked me to give it a shot. i think this time, my battery really went flat liao and i really could not muster the strength and motivation to go on, and i told them. they were real nice about it and finally approved my intentions to leave. of course, i feel scared that i am leaving without a job secured and wonder if i can find such a working environment again, but if i dun try, i would not never know. when coming to a decision to tell managment, i wrote a list of why i like and dislike the job. all my likes were about the working envir, pple i worked with, the relationships i have formed. the dislikes? the job scope itself.. therefore i decided to leave, cos the likes has nothing to do with the job itself. anyway, i was comforted with the fact that my managing director said that i am always welcome back into the company. i was so touched and felt real good that the managing director would say this to me. i will really miss these pple. another thin about my company is that not every ex consultant is able to fid a job through them again, you have to get management's approval before any consultants can search your resume out. my MD has given the approval... so hopefully after my trips, i will get calls!
Speaking about trips, i have booked my trips! one to taiwan, and one to bangkok the week after thailand. ahahha...extreme hor? two shopping trips in a row. dunnoe what was i thinking also. maybe too deprived huh? saw my office pple keep going everywhere, so i got tempted and booked two at one go! hahah... anyway, the taiwan trip, i am going with my special someone and my family. that one is tricker cos i am under pressure.why? cos my sister did not wan to go cos she has a perception that the pple are small sized and she wun not be able to buy anything. have to change her perception and plan the trip properly. i am the one who is supposed to plan the trip and it seems like no one else is too interested to plan for it. its all up to me, which is quite disappointing as its supposed to be a family trip. the other trip to bk is the one i am going with my special someone and my sister. its going to be a shopping trip, however stupid me forgot about weekend markets and i went to book a weekday trip ahahah.. dumb huh? shows how long i have not been there. anyway, will make the most of it. it s also a eye opener for both me and him as we have not been there for a long time.thats why with these two trips, i have to lose weight so that i can fit into some of the clothes there..
Losing weight,so far i am satisfied with the results. have been for quite a few sessions of my slimming massage, and i have lost 2 kg due to my recent bout of illness and getting rid of the water and gas rentention in my body. must keep it up. aim is xmas.. ahaahhaha... must look good.
i have taken my grad photo already on the 2nd Oct. the company has said that after 14 days, i am able to view the photos and up til NOW, 3 weeks already, i have been bugging them and they say that it is not ready yet..what the hell? making promises that they can keep. if they cant do it, why give me the stupid promise in the first place? i want to look at the photos as i want to develop some as my passport photo! argh... i am so pissed. they give me stupid reasons such as no film paper, thats why i am so pissed, i called like after 14 days and not ready. now, its 3 weeks and i want my photos!argh....did i mention ifelt pretty? ahahah.... the photographer gave my ego a healthy boost when he said that i was photogenic...hahahaah.... blush...
i am watching da chang ji, the korean show.. ahahah.. my chinese is improving.cos why? no english subtitles..ahhaha.. all in chinese and to understand it, i need to read the subtitles. well it seems i get the gist of it and can cry some more hahaha...love the parts when they cook.. but its abit slow and sometimes i play cheat and fast forward haaahah.. but its been eating up my nights and i have been neglecting my special someone.. must make it up to him with a nice juicy kiss.. but hes been real understanding that i cant been distrubed when reading or watching tv and he knows when to leave me alone.
wow, was supposed to be a short post, but it stretched. back to my research on taiwan....

Kisses,
fifteenmay

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