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A New Year

At 1:01 PM on Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Yup, 2006 is here.. abit belated at that.How time flies... was real busy with the trips,xmas,new year and all and had no time or energy to write.. but now its a different story, i am totally free and nothing to do..hehehe think you can see that my job search is not going anywhere at this moment. never mind, have some stuff to keep me busy til then.. trying to do something new... will update more soon if things work out..heheeh got alot of little details to iron out.

my dear has started his industrial attachment in Tuas!Everyday have to wake up at 6 plus cos his work starts at 8am! hahaha... i would have died every morning! but he's strong and positive and i am sure that he can make this learning experience a good one! unlike me, i would be grumbling and whining...hahah.lof course internally... jia you dear!

just read a couple's blog.. i did not even know such thing exists til i came across the website(U must think karen is that bored!) quite sweet... there were alot of Baby, love, miss, you,i words... all very sweet actually but it got me thinking about my own relationship.

those close to me would know that i have been with dear since 15th May 2000, which would make this year 6 years...
wow.... i still rem the first few months(The honeymoon period) where everyday we would talk and whisper sweet nothings. i think this couple is in this stage now. When reaching the 1 year mark, all the stuff that you did not like about him starts popping out and you have to deal whether can you live with that or not. my dear said that its the make and break of the relationship. after that, its all compromise. Of course, there are highs and lows in a relationship. definitely there are times where harsh words were exchanged and it seems like there was nothing else to continue but after so long, you have to fight for what you think is worth fighting for.

Is he worth it? all the efforts, all the scarifices, all the tears, all the smiles, etc.
i really think he is... this guy changed my life. he was the one who made me study to get my A level results. if not, i would not have been eligible to enter university. this guy made me think for others. this guy thinks for me and only me. this guy gave his frens up for me. this guy impressed the socks off my fmaily memebers, i mean extended members included.. tis guy took up insurance to save for our future. is he worth it? of course he is..i love him to bits.

oh gosh. here i go gushing about the love in my life. so mushy right? so pai say...

i believe in Love, do you?

Kisses,
fifteenmay

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