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At 10:07 PM on
Friday, March 03, 2006
i am so tired.. tired physically and mentally. everything is like going against me. still out of a job. so tired of trying to show that hey its your loss for not hiring me... damn... everytime i go for an interview, i hope for the best but the waiting sucks. especially at the end of the interview, when they say we are still interviewing and blah blah... my goodness, i hate this aspect man.. life now.. is an all time low. savings dwindling..
i dunno why, but there is just the dull ache in me. what the hell is my life good for? this dull ache just doesn go away. why do i feel like screaming at the top of my voice? in the end, i just screamed internally and its eating me alive..
life is a mess
Kisses,
fifteenmay
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