At 9:45 PM on
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Its weird that like a few months back, i was like blogging everyday and was looking forward to it even.now... even if i have the time and the words forming in my brain, i turn away from the computer. too tired to even type it in when no one reads it.. is it because i was trying to seek attention? is it to test how many frens would be interested in reading my boring life?
i have been to interviews and interviews.. one looked pretty good but i screwed that one up on the 2nd round of interview. i hate that feeling when they say that they are still screening candidates and u have that sick feeling that they will never call you anymore.. and it happens that the sick feeling is spot on. what do you do? would you think that its god s will of telling you that it is not the job for you? or would u think what in the hell did i say in that interview and why didn i say this or that? do you feel disappointment, sadness, screw up ness at that point of time?
add all this and give it to me for 3 months... lets see how this ends... *karen takes a deep breath, and let out a sigh*
just sent my youngest sista off to Shanghai on her school trip. i didn get to go anywhere when i was in school i just realised not even to Malaysia... what the? and here, sistas are going to china with their pri sch! how unfair is that? but i think she will have a great time.. with frens and freezing her butt off.. haahha.. shanghai is like 0 degrees right now.. i bet she would be glad that my mum packed in the thermal underwear that she refuses to even consider 3 days ago.. by the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY my dearest sista! stay prettyalways!
i got to get out of this funk!why am i still blogging then?
does it make my mood better???
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Kisses,
fifteenmay