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At 10:44 AM on Sunday, April 16, 2006

its been a week since i posted something. weekdays are in a flurry, i dun even think of coming online!hahaha... this week was a short week, i could not wait for fri to come, though this long weekend, we had to attend mass like everyday and the masses are like 3 hours long... overkill man.. somemore the priest could say " this mass should be said solemnly and slowly.. helloooo... boring us here.. its like the church is in darkness and you cant read the readings and all you can do is just stone for 7 readings! 7, mind you. after the old priest left, the stone age took over...for every step we take, they pull us back 3 steps with their pace. the readings? you could like read 3 lines, when the person reading it reads it o.h.s.o.s.l.o.w.l.y, seems like the priest told them to slow down as well.. it makes me wonder am i a catholic or not?I mean i believe in god, especially Mary and all the saints after the miracle they granted me in 2004, but is mass made up by men? why do we have to have so long mass? why is the significance of such a long mass? I believe,but all this is like dragging me down. i feel abit disgruntled even. What has become of me?Even Dear is a better "catholic" than me.

Speaking of dear, read someone's blog.. so cute she just got a bf, and her blog is filled with the honeymoon stage. me and dear past that oh so long ago.. is it amazing that there are so many stages of love? Right now for them, its like surprising the other one with food, presents, romantic dinners and cuddle time...for us, i think its at that point that we are so comfortable with each other already. we need not need the romantic sparks or the surprises that we give each other. the presents stage has also fizzled out. the thoughts of making him tear at your present seems so shallow. its more of the thought that he is automatically included in all your family functions. its like he s part of my family. contented to just laze around with him, no impressions to make. need not go out and spend money cos we want to save for our future...not so much on the cuddling stage but the hands automatically find the other's.. we are at the stage that we are making plans for the future. so sweet when he always suddenly changes the topic to names for our children ahahah.. and i always shake head and say no to them.. Dear, its cos its children with you, i wan their names to be unique....*smiles* if it was with someone else, i would just call them Tom, Dick and Harry bwhahaha...Next year would be our 6 year anniversary. pple ask us how we do it, i just reply " Love and the knowledge that i caught the perfect one!"

Mushy ya? maybe cos today i am not meeting him and miss his presence in my house....yup that must be it.

Work wise, the HK HR person is coming this tues... today in newsapaper had an article on Wealth management and that private bankers are the hottest jobs now.. and i am part of that! so cool.... hopefully i can impress the pants off her and get myself a PERMANENT job! Please... i want the PERMANENT job. you can see, how much i want it right?hope my supervisor, busy as he is remembers to put a good word for me........*crosses fingers*

will update this next week i guess.... it can go both ways....sigh...

Kisses,
fifteenmay

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