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At 10:52 PM on
Friday, June 16, 2006
Alot of unsaid feelings have swirling in me nowdays. i am so afraid that i will just blow up one fine day. i have since learnt that words once said, can never be taken back, therefore i have been keeping everything inside. but i am afraid cos every once in a while, it has been bubbling at the surface. i am real worried about this feelings or thoughts that i am thinking nowadays. frankly speaking, i do not have the strength to confront all these feelings anymore. in the past, i would just have spoken it loud and let the hurtful words swirl around.. but now... i dun know what i should do any more.
Should i just let everything out and let it run it course or should i keep quiet and let all these feelings be inside me until one fine day, i just cant take it any more and then it would mark the end of everything...
Meanwhile, i am too tired to do anything about it anymore...
Kisses,
fifteenmay
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