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At 12:52 PM on Saturday, June 24, 2006

Guess what, Black is not my colour!ahahah.. i have been a walking fashion mistake since like forever! hahha... last week my company sponsered a visual learning course for pple like me who wanted to know what looks good and what doesnt. apparently, i am a "warm" colour (Means that i have more yellow/orange in my skin than purple or blue tone..and black is not a colour for the "warm people"!ahahah... i have to change my whole wardrobe!let me show you a photo of my wardrobe!its all black! and here i am thinking that black is a slimming colour.. : ) at least i got a green top that is the correct colour for my skin colour.. hahaha.. looks like pay this month is going to be spend on clothes.. they gave a list of what colours of what look good: lime green(Pale);Light sunflower yellow; brown blah blah... i cant imagine how would they look on me.. its like all the colours that i would not go for if i was shopping. Kept picking up the black clothes... old habits die hard and i always thought that black was a slimming colour.

My dear is on reservist this week. back to the old days, where sms es and phone calls between range and briefings kept our relationship alive. its been like 3 years since he ord-ed. how time flies..nows its 7 more high keys for him...Told him to take it as a R & R,since he has been working so hard outside. think he not used to it. cos he feels alot of time wasted. well,cant wait for Friday.

Actually, frankly speaking, thought could use this week to catch up with my frens and spend some me time. you would have thought that after 6 yrs, you would not mind having some time away from each other. but absence makes the heart fonder, you would miss the person when he is not around and take him for granted when he is around. I have been taking dear for granted nowadays and i thought that our relationship has come to a still, but after this week, and after reading a story, i realised that our relationship has not come to a plateau, but went to a all new level.It s the level where we need not talk about everything in our life. its the level that we are comfortable not needing to fill up the silence when we dun talk.Its the level that we can read each other's mind, thoughts, and can sense the feelings.Its the level where one asks hows work, and we can just say "Fine" and its alright.Thats the level that me and dear are on, and initally i did not understand or know of this level and i was angry,frustrated,and down that our relationship was not going anywhere and wanted to walk way but dear was really patient and he knew what stage we are on and took the patience and the time to wait for me to understand.
now i know and can appreciate what dear has brought me and our relationship to.Thank you dear. now we will walk towards our future.

I m getting real pissed with the tiger beer commerical. damn dumb la the commerical and its played so many times. my goodness, lousy concept, lousy execution,i dun understand why foreign movies and commericals have this polished look and professional look but local productions look so cheap.. not that i look down on local productions, dear will kill me if i did. i mean that are some that are good but its the majority that are pulling this few down.

Anyone watching the world cup? I gave up on it. dun really believe that it is not rigged. you can say Karen, cannot be la, its world cup. But look! Last yr, Germany did not even get in and all the european coutries were out before you knew it and all the asian countries were all in!Korea can even get 3rd! just becos its in Korea? Now, its germany and all the european countries are in? Am i the only one who notices this? I dunnoe. its just turning me off the game til the final i guess. and i betcha Germany is going to be in the top 3...Well wait and see then.

Walking CSI now and after this, its bed i go!i m going to jump into bed!

Kisses,
fifteenmay

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