At 9:36 PM on
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Most companies and departments would be in the winding period in Dec but HR, Dec is the busiest time for us.We are in the middle of Bonus process, numbers and spreadsheets that needs to be checked. theses numbers are not something to be taken lightly, these are the bonus numbers for the employee, minus or add a single zero can make the initial 10,000 become 1000 or 100000.. big difference huh?had a scare before the system closed that there was a whole big group of people whose numbers was not uploaded...bloody scary la.
I am getting real busy in the office, me and my senior are supporting 5-6 CRMS at one go and the workload is getting real heavy and i have one associate director throwing her stuff to me to do as well... b,oody hell, and i cant say no cos she has rank. Because of her workload dumping on me, i am neglecting alot of my direct bosses stuff and not doing it properly,i mean come on la, here i am looking through spreadsheets and spreadsheets of Bonus(Is that impt already???) she dumps two offer letters on my desk and wants me to get the managers' signature? doesn she have legs and when i tole her that i am busy she says she needs it urgently. last week, i nearly blew up and i believe that i am someone who has patience, for me to reach the end of my patience says alot. When i discuss with my manager(The lady boss) she says that we must justify why we are so busy and with what before we speak to our big boss.. how to say this type of stuff? erm... busy with admin?? is it believable?
And best of all, i have two direct bosses now, i have my manager who i report all this while, and recently our team had an addition of a lady boss... and guess what? She keeps badmouthing my guy boss in front me calling him good for nothing, wang ba dang, useless, and the tone when she speaks about me does not sound very respectful to me... my Guy boss also has faults,he does not speak specific but general terms and its driving her up the wall as their personalities clashes and i am stuck in the middle but i mean... take up your issues with him and not badmouth him in front of everyone else...it s making me very uncomfortable and it affects my performance.
Damn it, life got a whole more complicated..... See why i had no mood to write previously?
Xmas is coming and right now, i still do not have the xmas mood, i do not have the excitement of buying presents for pple,due to work, haven been too close with my family and frens and i do not know their likes and dislikes anymore,....i am on leave on mon and hope to go down to orchard minus the crowd and finish the shopping.Next week is xmas liao.. how time flies, i still rem last year when i just quit Adecco and was hanging loose, now in March would be a year of exp in UBS.
"i want to put my hands over my ears and scream" Kisses,
fifteenmay