I m back from my offsite from Bangkok. Overall, it was pretty alright, got to meet all the MS & D folks from all over the world. finally able to put a face to the pple we emailed every day. We flew in on Sun morning and that was the only day to do our own stuff before our offsite offically starts on Mon morning.We managed to do quite a bit somemore, din expect to buy much stuff so did not exchange alot of money, but this time Thailand has my shoes' size! So happy, last time i went, couldnt find any my size, so this time when i went, i had no expectatons. but when i see shoes my size, i got to buy them right?Somemore so cheap for covered shoes! Bought alot of Bras too, so cheap... Bought alot of tibits too, bought so much til i had to buy another haversack to stuff all this stuff in! After that, we went for a masage at MBK.it is quite cheap and the ambience was not bad. good place to go for aching feet and body. onnly 280 baht for a foot massage.It s on the 7th Floor if anyone wants to go.

The next best thing is my hotel room! It was super spacious! i love it. it felt like a real apartment and for a while ,i imagined living with dear in such a place.i had my own kind size bed, a dressing room, a super big Bathroom, with bathtub, two sinks, and a tv in the bathtub!Let me show you the pictures!

This big bed all by myself! how i wished dear was with me to enjoy this!

The view from my room! Not bad huh?

My bathtub with the TV..Pity i forgot to bring my bubble baths...

One of my two sinks, still dunno why is there two sinks...in the end i keep using only one.

My own dressing room, how cool is that?

i even got a couch which is real comfortable somemore....

But there was not much time spent in the room, which is a pity,sigh. only went back to the room at about 11pm plus and every morning had to leave the hotel room at 7.30pm.. pity.

Sessions were draining to the brain, very tiring to brainstorm and be on our best behaviour cos our big bosses were everywhere, had to go around smiling and be friendly to all cos you never know when you need their help,.came back on wed and the 4 of us who ate the chicken sandwich on the way back had diarrhoea so we suspected food poisoning, alot got sick and had no enerygy, so all in all a tiring, fulfiling(cos i got my shoes!) trip...

And now i am back with my dear....back to reality.

When i went back to the office, i had 166 emails that i had to go through.Recently, i have been feeling burnt out with all the admin duties and my managers have been having meet sessions recently to ask if this is what i really want to do fir the next year, this has been making me more confused, of course i dun wan to be an admin assistant for the rest of my life, but this is the wy of becoming a CRM,the other option is a resourcing assistant, my managers say that being a resourcing assistant, i can start with interviews, if i reamin as a crm assistant, i would not be able to touch Interviews for at least the next 12 months.

I feel with me supporting 2 crms, i m losing focus and i am making more mistrakes and i dun want that to happen, not sure what i am busy with somemore, but my concentration is split and the workload is getting heavier, not sure how long more can i take it.Should i remain as a CRM assistant of move to sourcing team?No idea at the moment.

Went to watch "happy birthday" for such a simple title, the show really was surprisingly meaningful, it taught us not to fear love, and if you find a good thing, never assume that it will always be there, cos one day it might be taken from you and you might live to regret. I felt that the couple could have gotten together a couple of times during the show, but didnt.But i think that them not being together really shown the meaning of true love. True love transcends all boundaries. I really like it when the guy hug her from behind. Felt like he was protecting her back.

"Never underestimate the power of touch"