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At 11:23 AM on Sunday, March 25, 2007

This week has been a real tiring week, i struggle to wake up in the morning, restrained myself from screaming in anger that i got chided for not working fast enough and been overlooking things. Let me just clear the air that i got chided for not filing stuff fast enough. I am pretty tired looking after 2 bosses who are as different as sun and rain in character, One who doesnt sweat the small stuff and the other who looks at minute details, like filing and making sure i idiot proff my emails... I had always thought that i was a multi tasker, apparently these few weeks have shown me that i am not, or that my cup is tilting over... Even my bosses can see it and know that i am over whelmed. Therefore, my senior senior(those who read my previous posts would know that she went on maternity leave) when back from maternity has decided to join us in taking care of markets. My 2 bosses sat me down one night to let me knowthe news. they also stressed that i should not worry about my talent development as there is always room to grow in Markets. Right now, i am not so worried about my talent development, i am more concerned that someone is around to share my burden as a CRM assistant. I am not happy that i have been overlooking things that i would have picked up previously, i am not pleased that i cant remember things as well as last time. I fear the look of disappointment and anger on my CRMS' face when they realised that i screwed up. i hate that feeling that i am not on top of things. Its been a pretty depressing and down time for me. But i learnt... i learnt that i am not as efficient as i thought to be, i learntthat i ave to write stuff down in order to pace myself. i learnt that i must improve my eye for details. I just hope that i have time to breathe....i am tired. But i wun throw in the towel yet... things will get better..Sumiko Tan wrote a great article on how she hate mondays... its the feeling i have now...

Onto better news; going to watch Phantom of the opera musical later with dear at Esplanade at about 2 pm. Dear has always been gushing about this muscial ever since he sang one of their songs at a choir thingy.so when it came out, i knew that we were going to watch it, so went to borrow my fren's DBS card so that we can get the discount. hhaahhaha.. singaporean thing to do.
Let you know how it turned out in the nxt post.

I was doing some thinking in church, how do couples who are getting married, get the money to give the wedding dinner, get the house and spend 50k on designing?(Yes, i know that i should be listening in church, but the thought just came floating in) For the record,We am scrimping on our spending, not going for holidays to get married and to get our own house. I estimated that a decent wedding and a house plus contractor needs at least 80k minimum.. counting the pennies in our bank account, it seems like a real far fetched amount now. we dun spend alot, we save regularly but just cant see how to raise that amount and here i have frens who spent 20k on a car before marrying and might tie the knot this year.How do they do it??

Some frens of mine think that getting married in 2 years is way too early," not enough time to enjoy your youth/single life"Thats what they think.
Found my better half, the next step is to spend the lifetime with him. cant wait to get married in our church, cant wait to buy our flat, cant wait to decorate it together(See dear, together is the key word) cant wait to go home to my own house.. We just have to work towards our goal dear... i believe that we can do it. I wun spend my money on Caoch or Gucci bags and one day we will be happy together in our new house while the others try to build a house with their gucci bags..hahahaha.... imaging it in my head. Not that i am against the brand chasing, i just chasing a different dream...

'Dreams are a step away from reality...."

Kisses,
fifteenmay

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